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Monday, August 31, 2009
woke up at 12pm.. heh!! monday no class so i can wake up late.. promised DEAR at 130 at burgerking... but end up he was the one who was late... he reached at 2!!! its ok.. enlightenment.. haha!! so we went to buy the movie tickets.. we watched Bandslam!! vanessa and aly ( aly and aj ). the movie is nice.. i rated 7/10... before the movie i accompany my DEAR eat at banquet.. he ate Nasi ayam.. yumyum!! i am not fasting.. holiday u know.. so i just accompany him.. its not good if i eat outside eventhough im on holiday.. so after he finished eating we went into the movie.. the movie was super funny and cute and FUNNY!! hahah!!! u have to watch it! so after the movies, me and my DEAR went under my block and we sat there for 1 hour.. we did so much funny stuff.. like silly dance moves, faces and we also challenged each other who walks the fastest.. so me and him we like taking our biggest steps to see who walks the fastest.. hah!! i love him very much that i can be who i am infront of him.. he already saw my SILLY faces... my yawnings, my burps, but luckily my farts he have notheard it yet! PHEWH!! haha! if u want to see me silly faces, go to my fren's blog.... aida.. storyofmualife.blogspot.. she posted all my silly faces that i did and she took a pic... so go and have fun looking at my silly faces... haha!!now its already 215 am... tomorrow i got POA lesson at jurong start at 9 am... haish! lazy but wat to do.. O level coming... so.. now i am blogging then later i will do a bit of studying.. then SLEEP!!!
and now i am missing my DEAR.. heheheheheheh!!
okok...i better stop blogging... so good night!!! love u all!!!
love jenna jenns
Sunday, August 30, 2009
every weekends i will surely wake up arpund 2 or 3.. haha!! its my BAD habit.. then my DEAR will say "dont be so lazy la.." haha!! he is os cute! heee!! okok... today i woke up then i watch tv, Hannah Montana!! and the new series.. JOnas.. they so HOT!!! woohoo!! i love nick... he's so cute..!! tomorrow maybe i'll be watching movie with my darling.. final destination maybe. hmm... or a love story laaaa... see first la hor.. then then, tonight i'll be breaking my fast eating my fav food!! Nasi Lemak and Sambal Udang... yabadababdooooooo!! now its 652 pm... yumyum.. cant wait anymore.. i can smell the food from my room too!! and my stomach is growling... eventhough i sound happy, i am still sad cause my DEAR is having some problem at his house. i WISH i can be by his side when he needs me the most.. but i just could not.. so sorry! but i love you very much! and that i will ever leave you in pain...
love jenna jenns
Saturday, August 29, 2009
woke up at nearly 3 or 4 i think. then my DEAR called. talked to me. then i went back to sleep.. just felt very tired.. i dont know why.. then desmond (gay boy) called asking me to accompany him... then we sat under my block studystudystudy.. he smoked infront of me.. wat a temptation.. ok. watever.. at 5pm i called my DEAR to come to my block. but he got some problemat home so he could not come.. i miss him badly though!! then my niece,Zara and nephew, Aryan came to break fast together... they are so cute that i made them cry... hah!
tomorrow is going to be a boring day for me ... my DEAR having tuition.. i'll be sitting at home doing house work..
love jenna jenns
Thursday, August 27, 2009
today was my O lvel oral examination... i was so nervous like hell!!! but after waiting for my turn, its so long that my nervous went off... so when i did my oral, i am not at all nervous.. yeay! i answer it with loads of confidence... well, they asked about friendship.. so its kinda easy.. after my oral i went to meet my DEAR at his house, we were planning to go to the park but it was raining so we went to his house and CHILL..
after that i went to CWP meet aida and afiqa to break our fast at KFC... i ate two pieces of chicken and coke.. my DEAR ate the same thing.. then we went sitting down at the civic garden there, to do our business. then at 9pm we went to bazaar to jalan2 cari pasal.. hah!! no la. jalan2 cuci mata... talking bout mata, i thought my DEAR malay.. like mata, telinga, mulut, hidung, rambut, dagu, pipi.. if you heard how he pronouce it, you will laugh your ass off!! aida laughed like hell.. while sitting down at civic, we took took pictures... i dnt have the pix with me now.. when i get it i will post it and you guys can take a look at how much fun we had just now..
thats all for today...
love jenna jenns
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
just now i broke my fast with my BMC frens.. aidah and Es, amirah and Tattoo(hehe), afiqa and Basyar, and of course me and my DEAR.. at first i thought of buying nasi ayam and prata plaster.. i thought i could finish it but!!! but!!! after eating the nasi ayam my stomach was like i think 3 months pregnant.... and i am so full like bloody full!!  my DEAR ate briyani.  after that i went to civic to do my business(other)... tomorrow my niece and nephew are coming. miss them so much.. but when they came i like to make them cry..haha! i dont know why people are trying their best to break us up.. seriously i'm telling you, it wont work even if u tell one of us had slept with another person. we wont believe other people's fucking stupid sayings.. TOO BAD!! hahahahahahahhh!!! if u guys want to know who the fuck is trying to break us up go read my tagboard.. i never thought that indians like him would have that kind of stinking heart and brain and dick!! but but but!!! lucky shubham is a one in a million person among the indians who are trying to break us up.
so... get back to reality, tomorrow meeting my DEAR at 11 am.. then go for class then go home.. hah!
love jenna jenns
Monday, August 24, 2009
woke up at 230pm... hehe.... then i msgd ain and my DEAR to go to the library... and i broke my fast outside.. ate KFC.. and keropok leko... sodap!! at the lib, me and ain t and s, we were like discussing what to eat to break our fast.. and the lib was like super quiet and we were the only one who were talking bout food. paisey sia... tomorrow i am going to break my fast with frens and rummanah maybe.. at civic again.. hah! AND tmorrow i have to wake up early and go to jurong for POA.. then my maths and eng class starts at 215.. my POA class end at 1130.. and i have like 2 hours to wait for next class. usually i will eat with my DEAR but duh.. its fasting month.. so... haiz...love jenna jenns
Sunday, August 23, 2009
today i met my DEAR at 4 at woodlands.. we went to popular and i bought foolscap paper... then we walked around cwp.. when i looked at him i can feel my heart beating faster... and the screw in my knees, is loosing... he felt the temptation to kiss me.. haha.. he is so cute.. actually i felt the temptation too! hehe.. then at 615 i he went home, i went to my brother's house.. to break fast.. my sis cooked, ayam masak merah.. and lauk lemak... yummy yumm!! i ate alot though!!! phewh!  then at 8 15 i went home with my parents and then my father gave me the driving lesson again near our house there got factories so i just drove around there to practice my speed,break and the steering.... i failed at the steering.. my speed and break is awesome.... i need to practice more and more! and more! when i reached home, i did my hmwork, maths ( mensuration )... i hate this topic.. eventhough u just have to follow the formula, sometimes i still got it wrong.. so i hate it.. and also probablity.. it sucks to the core! tomorrow i am n ot meeting my DEAR so he will be back home by 1... and i will be sitting at home fasting, studying, and cleaning,,, haish!   what to do.. its my life.... ok now its 152 am in the morning.. i just wanted to take few quizzes  at facebook... and then i'll sleep..love jenna jenns
Saturday, August 22, 2009
hehe.. just woke up.. so yah.. i have clean the house.. i have to help my mama.. u know, sh's old and cant do heavy things already.. so its time for me to do it all.. when i woke up i saw my DEAR's msg on my phone. he said he missed me very much.. now i feel guilty.. when he is having through tough times i am not there with him.. but dont worry DEAR, after this one month ill do anything to make u the happiest person.. i love you.. love jenna jenns
tomorro is going to be fun i hope.. the very first i'll do when i wake up is cleaning the house since HARI RAYA is in 29 days ahead.. haha! pathetic sey.. i'll start cleaning my bedroom first.. just now i already cleaned my toilet.. so it is shinning.. but that does not mean i stop cleaning... i have to keep on cleaning... pfft.. i cant wait to wear my HARI RAYA clothes... its all bling bling!!! cross cross!!! haha... my DEAR's style of saying... i miss him so much!! i love him... after one month i will make him the happiest person walking on earth!! hehehehheheheheheheheheheh!!!!
love jenna jenns
tomorrow i am going to break my fast at my sis in law's house.. but before that i am going to meet him for a while only... a while only... we missed each other... meeting him at 4 at woodlands then at 630 going to my sis house..im wondering what will i be having for my breaking fast time.. hhmmm... cant wait though...
PS: i dont know how to tell this to someone who is very jelous of us.. here i go.. me and shubham are very much in love and nobody can separate us.. and if u are afraid that i will turn hindu for him.. dont worry.. INSYAALLAH.. i wont turn hindu.. in fact i am going to guide him to turn muslim... INSYAALLAH everything is going to be fine between me and shubham.. i think its time for you to guide urself not to disturb other people's relationship.. i know ur relationship is tough cause ur GF is fucking another guy but please dont disturb our relationship.. go fnd urself another girl and maybe ur relationship will go smoothly.. IF she is satisfied with ur cork..
love jenna jenns
PS: i love you shubham.. please fuck off fuckers..
i miss him... but someone is so jelous of us... i dont know what to do... the person who is very jelous of us is trying to break us up... he did everything to break us up.. but he just dont relise that watever happen between me and my boyfren nothing will separate us.. SO FUCK OFF FUCKERS.. U ARE JUST WASTING UR TIME HERE.. DONT POLLUTE MY BLOG WITH UR COMMENTS... AND ALSO UR NAME ON IT.. ITS GROSS AND DIGUSTING!!!
fuck off can?? u r just jelous.. u dont a dick to come up to me and tell me all these.. ur gf is fucking another guy and u r here to break us up... i pity u very much...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
just woke up.. and its 1230 pm on monday.. yesterday i promise myself i'll wake up at 10am to study first then go out with him.. but i ended up like this.. will go tot the movies with him 240 'up'.. then i'll go to the library to study.. now i think i am late already.. promise him at 130.. ooooh! i'm late.. but its ok to be late coz we're girls ya know! haha! so my target for today is finish my chem revision.. i do hope i goes smoothly.. ok gtg.. late.. hehe..love jenna jenns
just got back from malaysia.. mentally and physically tired.. sleeping in the car makes my neck hurt very much! aarrgghh! my dad tought me how to drive a car in malaysia just now.. i was having so much fun.. eventhough i press the break too much, but still in the end i know how to control the speed and the break but not the steering.. haish! now i'm craving for drivin...! i want to drive!!! one day i will be a racer... hah!! ( cam paham! ) but i missed my DEAR very muchie!
tomorrow i'm going for a movie with him! cant wait for it.. i have a surprise for him... i think we are goign to watch either 'up' or 'orphan'..... let him decide..
i'm tired and i need some sleep.. just now when i got back from malaysia i straight away studied chemistry mole concept.. so now i can go to sleep..
love jenna jenns
Friday, August 14, 2009
on sunday i will be going to malaysia.. and my father is very eager to teach me how to drive.. and he even ask me when do i want to enroll my driving license... when i ask his permission to take motor license , he said after my marriage... lepas kawen sape nk naik motor??!!today after my biology class at jurong at 445pm.. i went to the library alone and while waiting for my DEAR, i studied maths... i bought all the ten years series just now.. science, eng and maths.. so semangat buat ah... after i did around 2 chapters, he reached. then we went to banquet.. rummanah joined me to give something... then he went home.. me and rum sat in the in again.. i do my maths.. she was with her lappy.. then at 9 pm i went home with aliah.. everyday of my life now is the same.... go school.. meet my DEAR.. go eat.. then go home.. haish!
love jenna jenns
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
i didnt realise my mistakes... im so sorry!! i feel miserable for making you dissapointed in me.. im sorry that im not there when you need me.. im sorry that i cant cheer you up when you were so down... im stupid and im useless. im sorry... but i cant let my life go.. please forgive me.. im sorry.. im so scared to lose my love that i treasure very much.. im sorry.. i hope its not too late to apologise.. you dont know how sorry i am.. i cant take my minds off of my mistakes that i did to you.. im sorry... im sorry that i spend my time too much with my friends but not with you.. and thats why you feel so down everytime..im sorry.. its not that i dont have time for you.. but its me who always choose to have an outing with friends.. im sorry... i promise i wont repeat it after this.. im sorry.. please forgive me.. the way you ask me to go away makes me feel so tiny that nobody in this world can help me become normal again... but its only you who can help me to be normal.. im sorry...
Friday, August 7, 2009

this are our latest pic... i knoe.. two only... hehe!
went to his park
woke up at around 11 i think.. took shower then quickly got ready and met ain under my block and went to CWP together to meet my DEAR for a while... then went to jurong for BIO.. boring class but the subject is interesting... then i called my DEAR and went to his park near the northoaks... at around 730 i went home as well as my DEAR coz his mother is not well.. tomorrow i have no plans where to go.. Singapore is so boring man! so small and all the places i went and there is nowhere i'm interested in visiting... even my DEAR said Singapore is boring and this year is his first year coming to Singapore.. hmm.. where to go..???  less than a month is my O level exam.. it starts on 22 october i think.. my prelim is 7th of september.. and the fasting month is on august 20th i think.. by the time i'm taking my exams Hari raya is over... i think this year i will not get as much money as last years... coz i'm big girl now.. but ist ok... Hari raya is not about the money.. its about the celebration of one month of fasting... so on Hari raya i'm going to eat like a BIG FAT PIG!!! hah!!! i just love eating... it feels so nice.. but if i'm full i look at all the foods i feel like vomitting... BLUEK!!!
now i'm studying my maths... revising and going to chat with my DEAR... he's coming online... so i think i better log off now..
love jenna jenns
went to his house today...
Saturday, August 1, 2009
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woke up at 2 pm. heee.. brushed my teeth then sat in living room watching totally spies... at 4 pm BF called and asked me to go to his house.. then i quickly got ready and meet him at his park.. sat there for few minutes then went up his house.. his sister was there.. he got a sweet sister.. lucky him.. at around 8 pm we went to admiralty macdonald's for dinner.. unfortunately, only me who eat and he watches.. then he had to go off immediately.. then i took the bus and went home. when i reached home, my niece and nephews were here. then i got to know that my first sister in law had H1N1.. but she's ok now.. PHEWH!!!! thats all for today.. tomorrow i'm not meeting him. meeting him on monday. i have to plan for the day coz i want it to be special.. heehee!! i love u!!
love jenna jenns
