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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
i dont know why people sometimes LOVE to use other people's name just to dig out people's secret.. just be urself cannot arh??? u scared is it or u feel insecure??? dont be such a f***ing irritating bastard can..??? then want to msg people and act like another person coz u just wan to know where is that person is.. wat the hell??!! just msg and ask 'eh whr u' cannot is it??? bloody hell! u are just creating a problem, do u realised that? if u dont then i feel sorry for u lor! do u know the result when u did this?? u actually hurt someone and that someone is my bestfren.. u r lucky that u're sick now! if not, u will get SOMETHING from me for hurting my fren and also for using my name.. and for that i can just say one sentence and i really hope u read this.. if not then good la, it wont create any prob between us.. ' get a life.. if u feel insecure, go pray to Allah. not creating problems ok..????? "stupid"...
okla watever la hor! just now after class i went to cck with bmc frens and my darling.. then went to civic and went back to cp to acc aliah eat.. then my bf left for tuition.. i st there at the civic until 8 then i went home with aliah and we sat under the block talking then 9 plus i went up.. thats all.. now its 120 am.. n tomorow i have chem at 9 have to leave house at 745.. to have lunch with angela!
ok now i wan to like really blog, so new story ok.. here it goes
I adore him very much! we are so in love now.. like very! but there's one thing that stop me from living in my fantasy-reality like world.. our religion. i never expected to meet him in the middle of my life. i felt like i had to choose between my love and my religion.. its not a big deal la i know but to me it is! i want him to be the first and the last guy ever in my life. but when i think about my future with him i almost cried. i can never spend my life with him and thats for sure.. one of us must convert.. i am really scared to post this but i want u all to know wat i've been feeling all this while.. when i am with him i feel like i no need to worry bout anything and everything is fine, but its not fine! i know my future is very far away. like i have to study now and work then can think bout future.. but the thought just came and play with my mind, my feelings, and my trust.. sometimes i can see my future with him and sometimes i cannot... i have seen hundreds of people spending their lives with the person they love but different religion.. i wonder how they make it simple by just lead a freethinking lifestlye. i dont know. what i know now is that i love him and he loves me and we are together now.